Eternal Pain
How long must I endure this pain I feel,
The deep rooted pain that seems unreal.
The pain runs through my veins each night;
Sleepless, thinking everything's alright.
When I awake to each new day
Something tells me everything's o.k.
Then the feel of pain sets in
Thinking of you again and again.
How long must I endure this pain I feel.
The pain from you,
It seems unreal.
Heart ache and heart pain, it's all the same
The pain from you, cannot be explained
It runs so deep, I can hardly bare
The plain as day truth
You'll never be there.
Day by day the feelings decay
The pain from you will soon fade away.
As time goes by a new love I'll gain,
Still feeling for you
Eternal pain.
Illusion
Love is like a highway, it never ends
where I start loving is where the road bends.
Just like the onramp I pick up some speed
Re-adjusting my life to fit your need.
Forgetting my friends, leaving everyone behind
We're on cruise control now
Sit back and unwind.
Let's take the express, we're going too slow
Let's go a little faster no one will know.
Look up ahead, where do we go
This highways none ending I'm starting too slow
I'm getting so board, this is all routine
My love for you, what does it mean?
Take the next ramp, I want to get out
We both need our space there's no need to pout.
Out of the dream, fantasies gone
All by myself...where did I go wrong?
Exposed
Hidden thoughts, secrets untold
Before I met you my life was so cold
Sheltered and lonely, no one could hear
The voice of a child, so loud so clear
Fooled by false love, being hurt and destroyed
Trying to love anyone, filling that void
It’s not true love, feelings of despair
Along comes someone, whose always been there
Coming to my senses, I realize I’ve found
A sincere true romance, where love has no bounds
Expressing my feelings, be them good or bad
My love understands why I get sad
Often not worthy of the love she gives
Thinking she’ll leave me....how would I live
Secrets unfolding, thoughts being revealed
I found true love...a love that’s real.